




PSYCHOTIC DOG THING
- 28 years old
- he/they
- names: dani, rufio, feral, mongrel, pup, mutt, coyote
- edtwt (@psychodogthing)
- queer, tomboi / genderqueer / transmasc, mixed poc + second generation immigrant
- foster / hospice carer of senior + disabled + chronically ill dogs
- bdsm leather titleholder (nw puppy 2020/2021) but also that title is kind of a bullshit pageant and nothing more imo ¯_(ツ)_/¯ 2020 killed any opportunity for meaningful fulfillment of my "duties" so I've had to carve my own way. But anyways I've been a queer kinky fuck in the leather / kink community since ~2014 ish around the Bay Area and PDX and it's a big part of my life.
- multiply disabled + chronically ill
- schizophrenic and dissociative (system)
- autistic
- anorexia restrictive subtype (ana-r), avoidant restrictive food intake disorder (arfid)

Please note my Twitter, Wordpress etc. does not contain trigger or content warnings.This is a personal “blog” for me to vent my feelings, frustrations, and experiences of being chronically ill, multiply disabled, mentally ill, and neurodivergent.It’s a lot to manage, and I do not currently have the emotional capacity nor executive function to trigger warn every tweet.Please let this act as your broad trigger warning. You are responsible for your own exposure. Feel free to leave! This blog will contain the following:- various psychotic ramblings, including content that includes talk of hallucinations, delusions, unreality, etc.
- talk of self harm and suicidal ideation, and possibly suicide attempts
- talk of PTSD / cPTSD events, including potential mentions of sexual assault and abuse- talk of body / gender dysphoria
- talk of DID / identity shifts and problems including what I am currently describing as “””species dysphoria””” for lack of better language to talk about my experience
- descriptions of dissociation
- potentially graphic descriptions of chronic illness, painful conditions, etc.
- talk about sexuality, kink, etc. I am an adult and will talk about Adult Stuff and truly believe the censoring of such is the same sort of policing that got queers beaten by cops back in the day and I don't really feel like participating in the regressive politics that lots of ppl seem to want to participate in, even as a sexually traumatized and often ace / sex-repulsed individual.
- talk of eating disorders and body dysmorphia
* note about my ED: I have done intense work including years of therapy and being a part of body positive + feminist circles + movements for around two decades now. I even have a BA in women/gender/sexuality studies and if there is one thing I have learned it’s that sometimes no matter how much work you do, you cannot undo the harm that living in a fatphobic (and otherwise prejudiced) society has and continues to do to you. my eating disorder and body dysmorphia has nothing to do with how I view other people, and only to do with how I view my own body. it is purely internalized shame and hate and disgust. eating disorders are a mental illness, not a world view. end note.—
- This account will contain everything from memes and shit posts to vents and more serious emotional journaling entries.Please understand that I created this account because I needed a personal space to vent uncensored so that I wasn’t bombarding my other usual social media platforms with my emotions when things get intense.I hope this account, if anything, helps folks realize they aren’t alone in their experiences and thoughts and feelings. You aren’t alone, and there are people out there who understand.


DNI:- transphobes
- homophobes / any kind of queer basher
- white supremacists
- fatphobes
- ableists / sane-ists
- ABA supporters
- misogynists
- right / conservatives
- “transmedicalists” / "truscum"
- cops + supporters
- ecofacists / militant vegans
- american nationalists / colonizers
- anti-kink/bdsm
- anti-agere

Weight Stats:Highest Adult Weight:
201lbs
(BMI 36.5)Lowest / Current Adult Weight:
117.8
(BMI 21.5)Net Weight Lost:
83.2lbs
Circumference Stats:Highest Adult Waist:
~35"Lowest / Current Waist:
~24.5"Waist Inches Lost:
~10.5"Current Goal Waist: ~23"
Goal Weights:195
(no longer obesity class 2!)190
180
~~170 ~~
(no longer obese bmi!)160
~~150 ~~
~~145 ~~
(no longer overweight bmi!)135
125
123 (lowest adult weight!)120
110
105
(underweight bmi!)100
Ultimate Goal Weight:90lbs(BMI 16.5)